It happened again, when she tried to shut my eyes, those memories flashed, whenever she faced the fucking mirror, it’s reflected.
“What have I done to my self, I know alright that I made this life running, not the life running me and I know as hell that I am not the only pity titty that suffer from what life has brought, but still it’s funny,absurd and shady. So I’m telling you Michael that I really hate you and you gotta be sorry later, and all of you brothers who have ruined my fucking childhood and turned it into nightmares. I get really sick of it sometimes that I just wanna bury myself in a fine soil or else sinking my head into the fucking ocean, cause what I carry here is some heavy shit. At this goddamn point, I really want to scream at everyone so then they would know that I am such a pity patty whiney baby, I am just a fucking liar, and I am so rotten inside. I wanted them to see my dark fucking side, I wanted them to see that I am such an asshole, such a pervert, such a mess, that I am so fucked up inside, but my cowardice has bound my fucking tongue and so then I could look honorable in front of the society”.
With that she tiredly close her eyes and fell asleep.
