Tomorrow’s a mother day! YAY!
So I blurt this poetry and I wish I could read it for her and hopefully she could accepted it as a gift :)
all words would have bend over
to that pretty smile on your face
I can’t choose any of those words that scattered
all around my brain, those words are in a race
Okay here we go Ma,
I would proudly say that you are,
purest loving woman that I’ve ever known in my life
How you never complaint about harsh probs,
How you would suck up your tears,
So that no one knows you’re about to burst a cry
How you laugh when there’s something bother your mind
It’s all just obvious for me,
Cause I can see it through your tired eyes,
I see an amazing woman fighting
for her kids, her husband and her family..
I love you for the last drop of love left in my heart
Keep that smile that keeps me alive,
Keep it tough, cause everything will be alright,
The rain’s patter down somewhere outside my window, as the Blues music plays on my computer. Clock ticking, heart beating, I’m shivering.
It’s kinda cold, I can feel it coldness through my lungs, I can hardly breath.
While those odd combination of sounds keep ricocheting in my brain, I ducked my head in my blanket to get to feel a little warmer. It seems to not working, my heart’s cold, my lung’s like broken into pieces, and I’m pretty sure no plies of blankets can keep me warm this time. Cause there are too many thoughts bothers me, those pain, those sadness, joyful, happiness, love, betrayals in my brain left me freezing, I’m frozen.
Those odd kinda soothing sounds gyrating, like a happy playground kids in my mind. Oh bless my soul, I need a soothing words.