BITTER SWEET

Karaoke Whitney Houston

Sat, 18 May 2013 08:34:32 -0400

Karaoke Whitney Houston

A story og Me

Fri, 10 May 2013 14:11:41 -0400

I know he’ll wait on the corner near the empty pond on the back of this building, with a cigarette or two and some cups of finest coffee. He doesn’t need me but he tend to create those things in his head which makes me beautiful. No one could see me barely like him, no one does. He’s a perfect loving man.

I tried to connect the lines that’s so frail that I could barely understand and make myself comfortable but his voice is so clear, it was like it drops each one from his mouth. Can I keep a little more patient as I never had any objections at any subject that you takes.

But my life is a fable, thr story is written under the table. And before I sleep maybe you could sing me one of your stupid song..

SORREEEH

Sat, 04 May 2013 00:48:09 -0400

Why is it so hard for me to blurt outa word

One big no no word for me

And he’s so mad that he won’t ask me to help him with his bag on the back seat

Because My Life Is A Sequel

Fri, 03 May 2013 02:45:10 -0400

The black and white blanket has turned grey

as your words becomes frayed

There’s no longer excuses for me to stay

So I leave you with tears but I can’t cry so I bray

You came as a stranger, you choose no way

Indifferent

Why don’t you chase me

You don’t even want to see my shadow that adheres behind me

You choose to be lonely

or you already have somebody

To make you warm

warm tea, warm chocolate milk or warm your body

I’m not gonna miss you but the weird scent of your body

I turn around and stare, stare deep

to the closing door

my eyes convinced myself that this is all over

I’m not gonna cry on my bedroom floor

not anymore

Because my life is sequel

like a big thick book it comes with so many chapters

And my belly started to itch

means I can’t wait for another company

Why should we care? about the world’s businesses why can’t we be unadorned? why should...

Thu, 02 May 2013 09:44:56 -0400

Why should we care?

about the world’s businesses

why can’t we be unadorned?

why should we care?

about people judging us

because no matter how good or bad we are

they still will judge

let them becomes the judges

we can just be a rebel and pretend to not listen

Why should we lie at each other

no one or nothing’s better

People are just people

white boned, red fleshed and hot blooded creature

Why would we feel different?

nature? Blame nature?

Blame yourselves to be so arrogant

to feel oh so good at everything

do you?

No you’re just lucky

and there’s so many luckier

Why?

You should ask yourselves and not the other people

Maybe they’re just unlucky

We’ll never know what they have been trhough

So let’s think humbly this time

Who is it to blame when there’s still hungry, uneducated, unemployed people around?

GOMBAL

Thu, 02 May 2013 09:26:48 -0400

Me : Did you try to brainwash me?

You : No. Why?

Me : You did. You've wash everything else, so then there's only you in my brain.

You're Here In My Mind

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 23:39:44 -0400

I love to see you sad because then I could wipe your tears and whisper in your ears to not be sad. Because that’s the only way I could embrace you and be there when there’s no one beside you.

Because I love you is not enough for you to notice my existence no matter how long I’ve been here watching you indulged by your so called lover. And I love you not to have your body beside me but your voice, your smile, and your oh so cute way to laugh.

I can’t help but imagine your voice, the voice that is so nude and lovely.
Maybe in the end you would be here and I’ll made you talk and talk and I’ll marry your words

If your words wasn’t too salty, maybe I would be glad to swallow every drop of it.

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 11:42:50 -0400

If your words wasn’t too salty,

maybe I would be glad to swallow every drop of it.

I have to clear my throat three times and get my nerves and my ears ready to listen to what...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 03:06:53 -0400

I have to clear my throat three times and get my nerves and my ears ready to listen to what I’m saying, I’m started to shivering.

Could this be the end?

Aku masih menunggu kesanggupanku untuk mencoba bicarakan semua yang aku rasakan dan apakah kamu akan...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 03:05:30 -0400

Aku masih menunggu

kesanggupanku untuk mencoba

bicarakan semua yang aku rasakan

dan apakah kamu

akan memberi aku waktu lagi

dan membuatku berharap lagi

sedangkan sudah tak ada lagi

yang bisa aku harapkan disini

Dan aku akan tetap berlatih

walau harus merangkak dan tertatih

Do you have to be so pretentious And hiding from the light Cursed with your sceptic mind Don’t you...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 20:19:59 -0400

Do you have to be so pretentious
And hiding from the light
Cursed with your sceptic mind
Don’t you feel aroused
when you know they’re watching you?

When he can do everything he likes, why can’t I? Maybe I’m just way too absurd that he...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 01:51:57 -0400

When he can do everything he likes, why can’t I? Maybe I’m just way too absurd that he can’t see how could it be interesting to be me but one day he’ll know what I meant. One day when he could really see me the way I am maybe he’ll know that I’m not too weird. Why would he too much worry about life then he’s jealous with the fact that I’m so laid back and free. Why would he do that, to torture me? Maybe.

Maybe You Know Me Too

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 02:35:01 -0400

I know you’re awesome because I love you

I know when you’re sad because I know you

Because you know me too

You could be extra fragile when you fall into the wrong hand

I don’t think.. that’s why I live

And you don’t live for a wasted life

And you drive so fast because you’re worth a chase

And all I could give is trouble, trouble and it’s horrible

And I’m a bit mad and so sad

You’re not here to shed my tears

Maybe you’re too tired, I know when you are

You’re not a maze nor a riddle

You’re so bare that everyone could read your whole life

Or if they’re lucky you would give everything he could tell about his life

And my heart is broken and you’re not here, you left it open

If you think I’ll be okay without you, maybe you knew me

maybe it’s true, I just feel lonely, a little lonely

Maybe I just haven’t used to

not having you around

Where are you from?

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 22:58:28 -0400

I’m from the planet earth, where are you from? :D

I love your writing, I believe writing is one of your talent.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 22:57:58 -0400

Thank you so very much, it’s people like you that made me keep on writing :)

Love,

Dee

11.30

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 11:28:03 -0400

I should have learn from the thirst that I feel right now, that I’ve blessed with all the blessings. And I’ve learned how to dream without sleeping, and your masculine scent sent me to paradise and your foot step draw a rainbow before me. And this bread I eat is like your breath and tastes like love at first sight. And I still remember that time the clouds chasing us and the moon is on the ceiling of this room, hanging so close I’m scared it’ll fell onto my head but it was beautiful.

Shall we dance till we death because I’m so happy I forgot to put light in my eyes but you said I’m as beautiful as the butterfly, you just can’t fly he said. I would like to color this blanket blue, just how you know I love….blue. And if you have something to say please hold it unless it’s gorgeous. Next time you should sing your favorite song, but your voice is my favorite, and I love how you can tell that red is red and white is white and you don’t even care about my feeling.

I would have said that I’ve blessed with all blessings, but the rain begin to fall vigorously and I can’t hear my praying heart and my throat is sore anyway.

I was so bad at crying That every time I saw my crying face on the mirror I laugh I was so bad at...

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 22:05:19 -0400

I was so bad at crying
That every time I saw my crying face on the mirror I laugh
I was so bad at crying
That when I cry, I sounds like laugh

I was also bad at smiling
With a little soreness inside
I was so bad at smiling
That every time I smile it kills me

I wasn’t good at laughing
My laugh sounds annoying
I never good at laughing
That every time I laugh my eye’s watering

I wasn’t good at amusing
I was always got in the wrong time
I wasn’t good on singing
I never match the rhyme

But I must be good on something
Cussing probably or complaining maybe, must be something

I don’t know who else can love me more than you do And I don’t know who else could understand me...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 12:24:26 -0400

I don’t know who else can love me more than you do And I don’t know who else could understand me more than you do It’s like I’m a book that you’ve read 10 times That you can recite what I’m going to do next and what I’ve done I don’t know who else can laugh the unfunny things with me Because in our world we hold the throne and everyone’s a slave for our craziness and fondness I don’t know who else can handle my farts There’s nothing that we do but laugh at I don’t know how could I live without you Because every breath that I take with you is a glory, a sin, a madness, a happiness, sadness and a gift I don’t know who can replace you Because so far with you is so good I don’t know how could I describe you I guess you knew when our body collide I don’t know if you know this I love you, and I hope forever I will always loving you

Turning Back Point

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 11:42:52 -0400

I guess I’ve indulged myself too much, I do everything that I always wanna do, I got everything that I always wanted to have and then I become a stranger, even to myself.
Every morning I wake up with nothing but routines, maybe I was too concerned about dailies.
I no longer got a future goal, I really am too easy to satisfied. All these thing has brought me to madness, I hate what I’ve become.
It’s really a turning back point, when it really hurt your head when you think about it, about who you are and what’s your purpose in life?

I’m helpless my heart’s beating so fast could barely breath I can’t pick any words...

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 16:36:00 -0400

I’m helpless

my heart’s beating so fast

could barely breath

I can’t pick any words that scattered on my brain

why did I keep on silence

and didn’t say I love you instead

and you’re just sink down under your killer silent

Probably I should remind you the memories we had

they should tell you how much I love you

and why didn’t you tell me,

what should I do or how I should behave

I promise I will listen to you carefully now

Just tell me how