WHY DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND (I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND)
I keep piling the boxes in front of my eyes so then I won’t see
your lies, your mistakes and all the wrong things you’ve done for me
cause I still waiting for you to change, cause I still see somebody that used to love me, whenever I stare at you quietly.
I’m not deaf, I just don’t to hear anything
not your voice when we’re arguing
not when you’re screaming
nor when you silent
But I wanted to speak, say something
but no matter how hard I try, those seems to always words disappear in my throat
guess it retreat to my heart and it’s aching
seems like I don’t own enough nerve and just let those words floats
But I don’t think you’ll gonna understand
I’m afraid if you just don’t get it and it’ll only makes you mad
so I think it’s better to keep it instead
and then wait again until you to make up your mind
and figure out and understand
