January 2012
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Once Upon A Time
when the shadowing evening sun hit your face, you’ll know that it’s just begun, the lovely night time. together we’ll find our dreams and built our own home, our heaven. show me what you’ve got so when I open the curtain to invite the morning light, you’ll already known that your mine and I’ll be yours, once upon a time.
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“I never regret everything happened, I probably hate it but there’s always...”
– Dian
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I think I once had some peace when I throw my thoughts in a jar and close it tight opened the pages, the new chapter I haven’t read and sang the song that I never heard, a song with no words walked lightly to that bridge, crossed the river of sorrow and as I walked the wind will follow and the musics flowed
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We’re once upon a time in love,...
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Let It Be
Yeah, I said let’s talk bullshits, spending hours talk about something hazy and go on have another sip of coffee, and could you please left some drops on the edge of your lips so I can sip it through you.. wipe it from your lips.
I wanna be naughty, I wanna be filthy just for you.. for tonight or probably for the rest of my life. Let the lights on so then i could see the passion, rushing...
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Don't Turn Around
don’t turn around; while our lips locked while I’m trying to read your mind while I’m finding your wild soul while I caress your hair while I watch your face while I stared deep into you eyes
try not to turn around; while you figuring out why you were with me while you’re hiding your thoughts on your shadows while your soul trying to escape from me while you’re eyes...
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AKU PADAMU (AHAI)
kamu, seperti umbi menjalari pikiranku setiap ku pejamkan mataku kemudian ada kamu disitu terpaku, semu
kamu seolah hantu tidak terjamah oleh ruang dan waktu jika hatiku bicara, gagu jika bibirku berkata, kelu
dan aku masih meragu akan kamu akan janji manismu akan setiap ucapan mesra dan waktu-waktu itu
betapa banyakpun hal yang berseliweran di otakku kamulah yang paling lucu yang selalu...
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Licence
you’ve got the license to drive, so why don’t you drive? drive me wild, drive me crazy drive me nuts and drive me hazy
you’ve got the permission to kill why do you stand still? why don’t you kill me with your loving, kill me with your love poison?
you can drive me crazy with your magical impish words you can drive me wild so easily with your kiss you can simply kill me...
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I follow your line while you are sleeping again, caress your pale skin through your body hair, draw a rainbow form your head to your toe. it’s been a long time since you were here, but your body scent remains here within every corner in this place and the feel of the touch of your fingers linger here in every lines of my body, but all left now is your unsolved mystery and hanging on the...
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“I’m gonna let my mind go and soar the endless reaches of space and let it...”
– Sonny-Rocket Boy
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“so how come nobody told me that the MIDDLETON has one other member named SOPA?...”
– msdps
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I have folded into three
my head sunk in my belly
the smell of decaying thoughts gyrating on my nostril
forgot when did the last time I felt my body
those memories gave me such thrills
decoding the confusing puzzle of how we used to be
the strong aroma of fear
has bring me to tears
should I finally gave up?
or should I once again get up?
make up my mind
and tell myself, everything will...
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I’m so aroused I can’t hardly breath
. my body’s sweating, try to get my sanity back again.
why can’t I floated like I used to,
now I’m sinking like rock.
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DONT PANIC!!
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Oops I did it again, boast miss Spears on computer speaker. I don’t know why should I listen to that motherfucker, not certain about my feeling. I tried to wake myself up, tried to build some plan to spend my time, I feel screwed up lately, I can’t even enjoy my coffee I mean fuck that routines I think I’m gonna lie here again, naked probably drawing some pictures picture of me...
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TONIGHT
why don’t you chase me down again and fulfill your insatiable desires, and crawl underneath my skin then say your grace, burn me like a fire in the furnace. I don’t wanna listen to no song, for I think your impish words is your aphorism, flows like a rhythm. I’ll be your loyal congregation, at least til dawn.
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with my body here and my soul is there, where you are, I’m keeping a pace with the heartbeat which forcing me to keep on missing. missing your magical words, missing your bullshits, missing your laugh and your voice.
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a piece of an uncertain memories rushed through my brain, something underneath my skin screaming a pleasuring sin, my blood motivated me to move somewhere in between, I don’t know heaven or hell now I am in. sickening sound of ticking clock waken my spirit which looking for salvation. can’t remember when is the last time I fed my hungry soul, pour me your seed and I’ll...
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because beautiful red roses has thorns, all left now is a beautiful pain. you have left me in a harmless way, abandon me on the empty side road with tears and hope, a hope for you to stay. because a mild evening wind sometimes could bring the chaos, all that I felt was a cold breeze, in an evening so warm my heart has crumbled, delicately, I was uncontrollably lost, in no direction, in a strange...
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so funny when I put my head on my palm the ticking sound of my watch made me feel calm,
and when I put my head on your chest, all the problems seems to rest..
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I never asks you to provide me wings to fly
or a jet plane to soar above the sky
I don’t think I ask too much
so why don’t you just love me?
why do you have to leave me?
I maybe not what you always wanted
I’m simply not the person that you expected
but you should know God creates a girl like me limited
still not interested?
I would sing and write you thousands poems
...
I still can see you in the dark
cause you’re glowing like a flash light
how I always love your color of life
your peaceful smile
I can barely see your face
but I know you smiling
cause I’d caress you gently
afraid to break your soft skin, you’re so fragile like a baby
but sometimes when I’m with you
I like it roughly
I love it when you say you want me
cause when...
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wanna be, gonna be
I wanna be beautiful
so maybe you’ll love me
I wanna be something useful
so maybe you can use me
I wanna be something wonderful
so you can watch me in amazement
I wanna be anything that you’ll miss
I wanna pour as much love just like you pour the tea in your cup
I wanna be something that you can’t live without
unfortunately, all I can be is just being me
the ugly,...
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I sometimes
I sometimes
feels that I’m standing on the very edge of my sanity
I sometimes
could never find a way to make it easy
I sometimes
can’t handle the world’s cruelty
I sometimes
think that Imma stupid bitch
I sometimes
hates being me
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NOT TODAY
what’s with that monkey face? why don’t you just sit here and relax
why worry about tomorrow when it will always be about the same happiness or sorrow
and you think you have the hardest problem in this world? oh shut up! everyone’s through the bad and good
yes we’re livin in this crazy world within the crazy democracy, crazy liberality, crazy people who rule the world I...
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Cause you’re so smooth :)
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I WANNA BE WITH ME ONLY
so you said you care about me
but I think you’ll just be another story
that will passed by and be another history
you will “used to be” once with me
cause for now, I don’t really need somebody
to be cared for, or to be with
aka i don’t really need you to be that somebody
tho sometimes your words makes me crazy
but its not in relationship that i needed to be
I...
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There’s just something in this song, I...
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PERSONAL TASTE OF FEAR
poked from it’s folds
my personal taste of fear
soury acids flared up on my stomach
all that nausea
made beads of sweats trickle down
I’m trying to dodged your gaze
I’m trying not to look at your face
just in case
I might fall once more from grace
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Taken from the book: THE BOY IN THE SUITCASE
How had they ended up like this? He suddenly recalled with great intensity that Saturday in May more than ten years ago when he had watched Keld walk her up the aisle. She had been fairytale pretty, in a stunningly simple white dress, pink and white rose buds in her hair. He knew at once the bouquet he had chosen was too much big and garish, but it hadn’t mattered. He was just a few minutes...
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