November 2011
30 posts
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“It’s not how you react on a thing, but how you look into the bright side...”
– Msdps aka Dian
Nov 30th
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We’re been here for hours Kept staring at each other You’re gonna kept quiet it seems So I’ll throw my words I’m so ready for whatever you gonna say I’m so ready for whatever comes what may I knew I’ve been betrayed I’ve been loving your dark I’ve been enjoying your every lies I’ve found bliss in your ignorance I’ve been hurting Like too...
Nov 28th
I Wanna Find Somebody
I feel restless I feel hopeless I can’t stand more loneliness I almost can do everything by myself But I need a man To cover me with his warm body When the night gets so cold and scary I’m so weary I need a shelter I need a savior Cause I’ve been losing They said love wasn’t a game Should I agree? Cause I felt like losing Losing my best friend Losing the love the touch the...
Nov 25th
(Not Really) HAIKUS
STATUE I am here with you I don’t really know what to do You such a statue  WATCHING YOU I love eyefucking I really love eyefucking you Watching just what you do TEARS It is now dropping I don’t know where it’s flowing I kept on sobbing   
Nov 25th
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PROTECTION
I gotta use a condom for my heart I wanna give it extra protection So it won’t be overrated When you give it a penetration
Nov 24th
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“For every minute you angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson- thinkexist.com
Nov 24th
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My Morning
“It’s time to get up the time is 7.30 It’s time to get up the time is 7.30” That’s what that bitch on the alarm clock saying As my head still on the pillow I’m looking at the ceiling “It’s time to get up the time is 7.40” (Alright bitch you win) I turn it off and get ready Get in the bathroom and take a shower Oh damn there’s no hot water...
Nov 24th
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Dear My (Not So) Old Friend
Dear my not so old friend I thanked you for everything you do  For every sipped of honey dew For everything we’ve been through It’s not that I knew not It’s not that I forgot That we’re so over That there’s nothing forever And now this is over I wish you’ll be happy, with your life, your little family I wish that you’ll never forget About me, about every...
Nov 23rd
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LIFE
No matter how I hate this life I have I’m struggling No matter how hard this life could be I keep on living Cause there’s one light that keeps me Struggling Fighting Enjoying Living Life is all about good and bad Life is all about option You can choose bad or good and be good or bad I may not a great philosopher Nor I have a great experience But I do know how to conquer I do know how...
Nov 23rd
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I Let You In
Talking to me in the night Shake my loneliness inside I let you in Be there when I woke up And we’ll laugh out loud I let you in Yes there was and always be sweetness But I know there’ll be bitterness But I let you in Let our thought exploring Each others mind As I’ll let you in 
Nov 23rd
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Your heart made of saber Your mind made of stone Your eyes made of lighter Wish I could stand next to your throne My pain is your pleasure My sorrow is your indulgence
Nov 22nd
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Picture My Life: "Regrets are mistakes that... →
paperlesswords: This room is silent with regret. The hint of mental music cascades across the empty space of what once held our memories, now shadowed with weeping solitude. Screenshots of happiness loiter here, like daunting recollections of thoughts and emotion. Of passion. Our hands clenched, lips locked and…
Nov 22nd
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Where Did My Baby Go
I lean my head on my bedroom window I see the clouds drawing my sorrow I hear the bird singing so low Where did you go All that you left is this sensation  Having your body and soul But all left now is wounds You’ve gone in the morning so cold I lean my head still on my bedroom window Hoping you’ll come tomorrow To wipe that clouds of sorrow And I will not let you go 
Nov 22nd
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BECAUSE
My knees are bend My tears have fallen My heart has broken And my happiness has stolen Because I lose you                                        Because you torn my heart in two Because I love you Because we’re over and our story too Because I’m fragile Because I’m still Miss you                                                
Nov 21st
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I'm The One Losing
I lay my mind down on the corner of my bed Let my tears flow down to its edge I rest my thought for awhile cause I’m sad Blessing is your silence Bliss is your coldness Heaven is ignorance So I’ll let those fire burn Let those memory torn I’m the one losing and I will never win
Nov 21st
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WE MOVE LIGHTLY
We move lightly As we stepped our fragile feet on the road so dusty We move lightly As our fragile feet knows where they supposed to be We keep on silence As we move so lightly We keep on smiling And we move so lightly I only hope we still move so lightly When the love hurt and the load’s so heavy I still hoping we’ll move lightly When our heart all empty and our pride too heavy to...
Nov 21st
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KISAH HIDUPKU
Ku nikmati secangkir teh.. Kemudian aku lanjutkan lagi.. Lanjutkan tawaku.. Lanjutkan sedihku.. Penaku sudah tak tahan menanti setiap gerakan erotisnya.. Perlahan menyayat,menyingkap tiap lembar kertas.. Kali ini penaku menggoreskan cerita kehidupan.. Kehidupan fana,kehidupan nista,kehidupan bahagia,kehidupan merana,kehidupan khayal,kehidupan gombal! Ku nikmati lagi teh ku, dan aku lanjutkan...
Nov 20th
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SAD
I don’t wanna ask more “why” questions Not that I’m saying I knew all the answers It’s just now I know I got so many options I can be bad ass, smart ass, hater or lover You do broke my heart I do hates the reality but This just something I have to deal with And still I can handle it But I need a time So give me it I may need sometime To really get over it I know this...
Nov 20th
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“People in their right mind never takes pride of themselves”
– To Kill A Mockingbird
Nov 20th
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EXplicit
Now you’ll have a perfect family Soon you’re gonna be a daddy Please tell your tricky slutty wife that I’m happy All the best for your family Tell the baby I’m a good aunty Tho I got no idea how to call his slutty mommy properly I wanna meet the three of you I wanna tell the baby how his daddy break me so badly And how his wicked mom told me about not to get marry I’m...
Nov 20th
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THIS MORNING
I feel like singing I feel like dancing I feel like drawing I feel like reading I feel like writing But I do nothing This morning I wanna be in my bed I just wanna be sad I don’t wanna raise my head I just wanna lay here still, in my bed This morning
Nov 20th
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Don't Leave Me
Baby you’re the one that makes me wanna call you day and night makes me wanna hold you tight makes me hard to sleep makes me tired of counting sheep Baby all I wanna see is you All I wanna hear is your voice I bet you feel the same way too You have no choice Baby listen to me Listen to the song that I’m about to sing Don’t get me wrong Don’t try to think Just close your...
Nov 20th
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I WANNA BE WITH THE NIGHT
I wanna be with the night With its cold and quietness Let me kneel down under the dark sky When people rest for awhile and let their dreams draw a wide line Forgetting all the husbands and wives, parents and kids, lover’s, hater’s, hooker’s, all the matters To lick dream’s lips, outta dry But still I kneel here under the sky Watch them stars, blinking like cheap sluts I...
Nov 19th
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It's Overload
Too many words lingers here on my mind As my thoughts fly by Trying so hard to keep it still in the circumstances, so I won’t get too high People keep hoping and wishing the same old fuckin things You wish to be me,  I’m hoping I were you Or else some can’t even decide if they’re wanting to be me or you   Those people are standing in the corner of my mind They’re...
Nov 19th
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Nov 19th
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I L U (KINDA SONG)
Seems like all then to the words has taken to describe But I don’t mind sounds cheesy or uninspired I just wanna say it simple, it might sounds worse But I don’t care, just wanna let it burst I wanna say I.. I.. I.. It’s so hard That I..I..I.. Oh I’ve tried Always seems easy but its so hard To tell you what I feel, show you what I got Oh now I wish I was so poetic To...
Nov 19th
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Nobody Needs To Know
Last night in my dream I found you Last night in my dreams A lot of things we do It’s funny I can’t describe you All I know was you’re funny, sweet and true We hold each other hands We stole those sweet moments We run together Then you kissed me, nobody knows Nobody needs to know I wanna rewind that dream I wanna make you real I hate to know it was only a dream ...
Nov 19th
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“Je regarde en arrière J’y vois couler une larme J’ai perdu mes repères La...”
– Tentang Kita Lyric
Nov 19th
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Whatever
PAINFUL It’s what happened when love scattered One bitch’s ass suffered A MAN Gently calm me down Hush me out when I’m about to cry All hates dry ONE TASTE It takes time to enjoy that give it back bring those bitter sweet I had WHERE ARE WE In this land, in this soil A decision has spoiled Where are we heading
Nov 19th
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Another Broken Heart Story
I still remember the first time we met The first time we kissed and that’s all still left inside my head Now I still thinking why it happened so fast? I still thinking why it didn’t lasts? I told you to choose and you chose me Now I asked you to stay but you leave me I wonder why, why me? I wonder how, how could you made it so easy.. You’re my first love and you hurt me Once I...
Nov 9th
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