I love how the acid goes up to my mouth
Because it’s surprising me that my stomach cannot handle it’s belonging
maybe it was so too long being there
or maybe I’m just a panicky
and I like it when my heart is beating so uncontrollably til I can’t breath
and I thought this is it
but it’s not
I’m just too damn stress
at least that’s what my doctor said
and she added, try not to
and that’s why she hates Monday.
Karaoke Whitney Houston
I know he’ll wait on the corner near the empty pond on the back of this building, with a cigarette or two and some cups of finest coffee. He doesn’t need me but he tend to create those things in his head which makes me beautiful. No one could see me barely like him, no one does. He’s a perfect loving man.
I tried to connect the lines that’s so frail that I could barely understand and make myself comfortable but his voice is so clear, it was like it drops each one from his mouth. Can I keep a little more patient as I never had any objections at any subject that you takes.
But my life is a fable, thr story is written under the table. And before I sleep maybe you could sing me one of your stupid song..
Why is it so hard for me to blurt outa word
One big no no word for me
And he’s so mad that he won’t ask me to help him with his bag on the back seat
The black and white blanket has turned grey
as your words becomes frayed
There’s no longer excuses for me to stay
So I leave you with tears but I can’t cry so I bray
You came as a stranger, you choose no way
Why don’t you chase me
You don’t even want to see my shadow that adheres behind me
You choose to be lonely
or you already have somebody
To make you warm
warm tea, warm chocolate milk or warm your body
I’m not gonna miss you but the weird scent of your body
I turn around and stare, stare deep
to the closing door
my eyes convinced myself that this is all over
I’m not gonna cry on my bedroom floor
Because my life is sequel
like a big thick book it comes with so many chapters
And my belly started to itch
means I can’t wait for another company
Why should we care?
about the world’s businesses
why can’t we be unadorned?
why should we care?
about people judging us
because no matter how good or bad we are
they still will judge
let them becomes the judges
we can just be a rebel and pretend to not listen
Why should we lie at each other
no one or nothing’s better
People are just people
white boned, red fleshed and hot blooded creature
Why would we feel different?
nature? Blame nature?
Blame yourselves to be so arrogant
to feel oh so good at everything
No you’re just lucky
and there’s so many luckier
You should ask yourselves and not the other people
Maybe they’re just unlucky
We’ll never know what they have been trhough
So let’s think humbly this time
Who is it to blame when there’s still hungry, uneducated, unemployed people around?
- Me : Did you try to brainwash me?
- You : No. Why?
- Me : You did. You've wash everything else, so then there's only you in my brain.
I love to see you sad because then I could wipe your tears and whisper in your ears to not be sad. Because that’s the only way I could embrace you and be there when there’s no one beside you.
Because I love you is not enough for you to notice my existence no matter how long I’ve been here watching you indulged by your so called lover. And I love you not to have your body beside me but your voice, your smile, and your oh so cute way to laugh.
I can’t help but imagine your voice, the voice that is so nude and lovely.
Maybe in the end you would be here and I’ll made you talk and talk and I’ll marry your words
If your words wasn’t too salty,
maybe I would be glad to swallow every drop of it.
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